Funerals

Today I was asked to sing a musical number at a member's funeral. I never knew this woman so I felt like I a was an intruder. There were quite a few people there and the only ones that I knew were the Bishop (he was officiating) and the other one singing with me. We sang the duet "I Know that My Redeemer Lives." It was really pretty and I hope that someone felt the spirit though our music. Apparently she was really adamant about the church not coming over or any contact. The husband and kids still are friendly towards the church and that was really the first place they turned to after she died. I think it is interesting that death make us realized what is really important in life.

This is the anniversary of the death of my Grandma Grider. I know that it is really hard for my dad and I hope that he is okay. When I looked in the coffin today I didn't feel anything. When I looked in the coffin and saw my grandma I felt real sorrow and grief. I think I wept the whole ceremony! My grandma was such an amazing and giving person. She really had a spunky personality. I know she is probably running around in Heaven finding people to help and serve. She was a dandy!