quick journaling

so I have have write down a few of these memories or I just won't remember them..

A few weeks ago I was leaving for an early meeting (7:30 Sunday morning) and I had Emma and David eating breakfast with me. When I said that I had to go to a meeting but Dad would be down soon I just left (Aaron knew that I was leaving so I knew he would be down any minute). I went out the front door and closed it and then Emma in her pj's came out the front door screaming and crying "MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM" I just took off. How sad. I drove away watching my baby run across the yard to try and chase me down. I also saw David going after her. Aaron said that he heard David calmly say, Emma I don't want to have to drag you but you can't go with mommy. Ah, it just broke my heart. I did drive back by (i had to pick up several people) and she wasn't outside any longer.

Becca was supposed to wear a spring hat and I asked her what she wanted, a bird in a nest. yep that's what she had.

Last week I had a stake training meeting and I know they are supposed to uplift and encourage you, and I was, I just love the stake ladies, but I came away thinking that I was doing a horrible job and not putting enough time, energy and love into my calling. I stewed over it, lost sleep over it and my cute friend brought a quote and cookies that just snapped me out of my pity party. It is amazing how Satan will try to weasel his way into your life.

We are going to Ca tomorrow to see the grandparents and the beach. We are REALLY looking forward to the trip! Speaking of I need to finish packing. YW tonight.

Picutres of CA to come...